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I can do or say anything I want and no one will read it or care.  No one knows I am here so I am free to complain or brag or just be  dumb if I want to.  SO I will complain about having Parkinsons and everyone trying to take care of me.  People I can do a great many things for myself given the chance.  You are constantly watching me, I know because I am constantly watching you watching me.  Do you really think I would pick up a cup of hot coffee and carry it to the table if I didn't think I could do it.  You are just waiting for me to fail and of couse I fail because I am being closely supervised.  You even tell me every little obstacle on the way.,  People I have been the one who decorated this place, such as it is.   I put the furniture where it is and the rugs and  if I fall I fall.  I know I am slipping away bit by bit.  Someone tells me all the time.  I know I look tired all the time.I am. Not much sleeping with pd.  I know I limp alot.  I have constant pain in my leg and rear.  I no longer tell people I am great because they can look at me and know I am not telling the truth.  I now say I am fair to middlin.  That was an old phase used by my great aunt.  It just seems to fit.  I am not depressed I don't allow that, but I am stresed because now my husband feels he has to be with me 24/.7 in case I need him.  I need for him to give me some space,  Ok that's my pity party for today.  I think I should call this blog my pity party and write about it every day. How boring but since no one knows I am here  who cares.  Take the stress test if you like./  Who am I talking to anyway.    Have a great day Sass